I AM AWFULL HONEST AND I SEE THINGS THAT OTHER MEN IN PARTICULAR MIGHT BE SHOCKED THAT I HAVE THIS CAPACITY TO
OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT BE OVERTHROWN BY THE WEIRDNESS THEY ENCOUNTERED
NOW THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME
AND I KNOW THAT
SO IT´S OKAY TO JUSTBE AUTHENTICALLY ME
MY BOYFRIEND AND I OFTEN SEEM TO STRUGGLE BECAUSE HE SEES SOMETHING IN ME THAT I ALREADY HAVE GONE WAY FARTHER WITH SEEING
AND HE SOMETIMES ( IF IT WASN´T FOR HIS SMART ASS NOTICING IN EMOTIONAL UPSET TIMES) TAKES QUITE LONG WITH SIMPLY REALIZING HOW DEEP I HAVE HIS BALLS IN MY AWARENESS (LITTLE SAYSO FUN HERE)
FOR ME AT LEAST.
most people seem to cool and gracefully get it the moment you get it
but are so selfabsorbed that they just cant
and then when whatever (contextless for them) comes out of me they are weirded out about the honesty of life
it´s cruel to be on the other end (in each position) but i really need you to know this .
take anything i say not too personal but only slack on your own awareness if you don´t want to get anywhere with your own potential, i mean be aware of yourself in whichever way works for you but don´t overlook stuff you know is there because you´re lazy "or don´t dare" or whatever your excuse is.
take me with awareness otherwise you´ll not get anything out of this blog, experience, emotional rambles.
Thank you for beeing a great Community-Member :)
DogQueen Isa Blue :)
update: 20.6.2024
i unpinned this post because what do i care- you wanna know via me? you gonna find out anyways.